Not to worry, dear, we read your blogs and many times they are very uplifting. We all are feeling the energies, some days better than others. Just get a lot of rest when your body needs it, eat well, move about and experience life, the rest will take care of itself. Love, Windy Star
This has been going on long enough, from now on I must vent this stuff out of my system. Been living with it for years now, at least nine years of hell and ridiculous stupidity.
Of course Cory Chalmers says I should understand and be patient, but it’s hard to be patient when it’s been going on so long. Not only is my brother a hoarder, he is a practicing drunk. Of course now he can’t drink (which is a good thing) because he has to be in the mission by 8 p.m. in order to keep himself out of the cold.
Yes, he could come here but what good would that do? More trouble for me and still just as stupid as always. I am beside myself with rage, and worry, now which comes first I don’t know. Every conversation is a tug-of-war with him trying to extract money out of me, and me trying to keep it because we need it. We’re not getting any younger.
That’s all for now, I thought “Occupation: Drunk” was kind of cute, but it’s not cute when you have to live with it or live with a stubborn beast who will not change and does not care how he hurts his family members.
Yes, thanks, I would like to write, here we go: Oh, how to help a fool? First thing, you can't help a fool...!! And secondly, always remember the first thing. With all this, you'd be set for life for many are wanting and hurting but not many want to do the work to help themselves and thus others. This is a deep subject for sure. And I'm a not going to pay anything right now to do this, but if in the nebulous future of hope, I do certainly wish for blessings, abundance and all that, but I"m not holding my breath and I'm not sure of others and what they do and say. Oh, yes, I've met a few keepers, people that I've been blessed to meet. And music I can enjoy like what I'm listening to now, Jimmy Cliff, "You Can Get It If You Really Want It', from the soundtrack, such a great album and so inspiring. Now I've had a lifetime of experience so that's why I want to write about fools. I am stuck with one in my life, my brother. A Hoarder. Wasn't able until recently to see the Hoarders show but that opened up my mind because before that, all I had was my rage. So families so have problems, for sure, many families with problems and many families are lucky enough not to have anything serious that ever happened to them. Well, I can't say that's true for my family but that was the one I was stuck with from birth. And to honor those who came before, they sacrificed, for sure.